Breaking Point

I've always made it a habit to finish early... In fact even when I used to handle several clients back in audit, I can count the time when I was rushing in the heat of the busy season... I've always been an early bird in getting the job done though I had rough patches of buzzer beating deadlines which is somehow a test of character and wits... That's the situation I'm always at during Annual Report period for Medtecs with a fixed deadline and so many surprises has somehow made a master out of me in crisis management and risk management...

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The past few days has been real tough and probably has almost made me hit breaking point - the point you'd want to give up and just leave... Yet somehow, there's always a fighter in me that never gives up and always find a creative approach in coming up with solutions and managing heartbeat stopping moments... No matter how used you are to these situations, it's always becomes tension-filled and stress-ridden especially if you have a passion on never failing...

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Probably, one peculiarity in me is that I'd rarely throw a tantrum or show I'm affected by the situation but there will be always a time in a year that everything would take its toll and make me erratic and unreasonable... I guess even people close to me would be surprised when I go on this erratic spells... but probably that's a way in maintaining balance... someway or somehow, you have to vent out some emotions, good or bad... it's healthier and makes you human...

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In as much as the difficult part was over, I went for a walk here in Taipei just to shake of the tension... had coffee at Starbucks... tried local delicacies at the night market and somehow, got lost in the process... I really got lost since I went to deep to the night market and ended up in a different street... It's been a common thing for me to get lost anywhere I travel but somehow I always find a way to get back... and at the very least, I may not have exclaimed how much the past few days took its toll on me, but a leisurely walk has made me a ease all the stressful moments the past few days... and also, that's the wonder of blogging... it gives you another outlet to channel your emotions....